I almost dont know what to say.
Today I had my initial evaluation at work.
I met with the guy who hired me. The one who is never on the project site and doesnt do what I do.
But he said he spoke with others who are there ... and what they said was shocking. To say the least!
Like I said on another thread, I had someone else fill out my eval form. He is honest to a fault and wouldnt pull any punches, if I needed to hear something constructive or even negative.
Anyway .... when I was asked how I felt I performed on this project.... I would give him the numbers and his responce was nearly always a much lower number.
I would be an eight and he would grade it a three or four or five .... on several things .... I did make it ... in his mind's eye ... up to the numbers I had down on my own form.
But for the most part .... I bombed out miserably!
Not thirty days ago, I was sitting right there in his office and he was telling me, I had nothing to worry about in regards to my future with the company.
Yet this afternoon ... he laid me off.
I just sat there in shock.
I tried my hardest to be there everyday and do the best job I could.
I wasnt there just for the paycheck.
I figure ... God must have something in mind for me ... so tomorrow I'm going looking for another job.