came home from work lastnight and had dinner, spent some time with the kids and got ready for bed. Went to let my 2 bulldogs in from outside to go to bed and only my male came running up. Well, I got this sick feeling and went to go look in the pool and found my female laying on the bottom.

I am freakin kicking myself over this. I was just a week away from getting a custom safety cover put on the pool. I feel so bad for the way she died. I cant imagine the terror of drowning. guilt is killing me.

I let my male out to use the restroom and he just went and sat next to the pool where he last saw her.

its crazy how attached you get with your own pets.