Talk to a follow survivor today who also has long term side effects for his treatment.
Love what he told me about my mood Winnie self pity .
He said he was talking to a friend who was end stage about feel sorry for himself due Server Neuropthy he said his friend smiled and told him, "hey you got to live,F^ck you if you can take a joke".
Now that's funny. I like that I'm got to live so F^ck if I can take the joke. Puts it in to a funny dark humors twist. Anyone who is end stage has more then a right to tell you that