Well, her brother and attorney are having an auction of her house and most of its contents. I got her car.
She told me about a week before she died that she had changed her will, and that I would be "taken care of," but she never made it to the office to sign it.
So, the old will says I get her car. In the words of her attorney, "this is what we are stuck with."
Everything has a sense of non-reality about it, unless I am focused on something. So, I try to stay focused on tasks, diags, and whatever else I can find.
Glad to hear you are getting a little r&r in.