After some serious thought I believe that it was wrong to blast others for what apparently are my own faults. I lashed out in anger at others, when in reality I am angry with myself. Why? I don't know yet. But I have been angry for some time. I have sat here and preached to others when in fact I haven't even been heeding my own words. Yes, I'm a hypocrite. And I think it's time for me to walk away for now. I can't promise you I won't be lurking but I need to figure out some things on my own. I asked the mods to remove my rant, but if they don't, I would appreciate it if it just died.
Again, I apologize to all I offended.