hey subaru. are you bi-polar or something? one minute you're crying about your ex. having called off your wedding cause it didn't set well with the guys she's banging and how this is sooo horrible cause she's the only one for you, and the next minute you're preaching the virtues of this other website which is a "great way to meet college girls and keep up with cousins and old friends" like all is well in your world.
wait a minute......
"BOO HOO HOO"
......i spoke too quickly. i see where you started crying again. my bad.
i'm going to give you a little more advice. the way to meet friends/girls isn't by a) being an emotionally charged basket-case, or b) soliciting members of this website (or anyone else) because "no one [else] wants to be your friend". you're acting pathetic.
and the, "i just like looking at pictures of girls i know". that borderlines on creepy.
w.t.f. dude? you are 21. go outside. go somewhere. to a bar. or gym. or where ever some people hang out that are your age (that you think are cool). observe them. see what they do and if looks like what you might find fun. then mimick those people. if you do it well, you might convince someone you're not as f*cked up as you seem to be here. eventially, that 'new' personna might overtake the old one. if you're lucky, you may have sprouted some hair on your nutsack by then and you can head out into the world and start your adult life instead of this destined-for-suicide thing you've got going now.