I am frustrated with the medical community right now. My nerologist just checks functions of general things, smell, cognition, motor and sutch. He refferes to an endocronologist for other brain chemicals and hormones. The endocronologist that I have has managed to stabolize my endocrine system but he goes no furthur than that. I have seen neuro psyciatrists, whitch are supposed to specialize in that very thing, brain receptor and chemical transmitters. I have had a hord time keeping one, my first one took a fellowship and split. The facility i am currently at doesnt employ one. I have sent an e-mail to another facility in Downers grove that employes one and many others that seem to specialize in mood dissorders and reproductive systems. I have high hopes I will find competant help there. I am currently looking for a nero endocronologist, that specializes a little more in the brains role in the endocrine system. I have heard that there is an endo psyciatris out ther but none of the doctors I have talked to said they knew anyone that had those credentials. For now, I am somewhat stable, depressive and mania but controlable through cognative behavioral control. I need to see a psycologist to deal with hate issues with women, and aniety from all of this as well as childhood trauma and conditioning from criminal elements of society. What the fuc# more is someone to do? I am handeling myself as best as can be expected, it's when someone like me STOPS talking that people should worry about. Thanks for your imput, I need others imput so I can clarify my judgment, because I have been acused of not having good judgment and so I take a democratic approch to thinking things through.